I’ve found myself spending time just wandering through the Ages again, as I did while searching for inspiration for Luminesce. I haven’t been thinking conciously about why I’ve decided to go, I just found myself in Er’Cana one morning, aimlessly meandering through the gorge. It was wonderfully pleasant.

It’s been a long time since my mind was this calm and quiet. I thought the fears and anger and confusion from the Third Age had re-written my mind permanently. Just swimming in Eder Gira or feeling the grass under my bare feet in Eder Kemo has finally brought some peace to me. In my search for new surroundings, I even began visiting the Pod Ages again. I never would have predicted it, but the gentle sound of ice floes thumping against the Dereno Pod are actually quite soothing. I’ve spent a great deal of time just dozing there, or reading or thinking about Luminesce.

I’ve been avoiding my lessons for too long. I need to begin serious work on Luminesce.